Silence is easy

看到厚厚的积灰，我知道自己很久没来这里了。

这几个月来我总是走得太快，很多时候还没来得及思考就实施了想法，然后失望，然后常常想象着from paradise to hell好远又好近。

现在不太好，不能说有多失落，应该说很多事情和预先期待的差的很远anyway!

我不能容忍欺骗，没有想到我最相信的人也会骗我。当人不能冷静下来思考，而是换做盲目的质问，连最重要的朋友都会失去……后来我内疚，从来没有一个人像她那样对我好……可是这样的朋友我貌似都失去了……也许我现在唯一能做的就是好好工作，make money...make big money...来回馈，更是报答。

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我不太相信什么心理测试。

最近在一个网站测试了"Which Oasis song are you?"

结果：You are "wonderwall" from What's the story Morning Glory! Waiting for someone to save you?

我承认结果与我近来的心情吻合。

我终究没有挽回我的WONDERWALL GIRL-ZZ...

我很清楚再过几年，等ZZ长大，她会改变想法。可是，我现在又能做什么呢？我知道我只能一个人过平安夜，然后情人节……

我不能再做任何欺骗别人也欺骗自己的事情了。我很清楚与其他人拥抱的理由不会再有。ZZ只有一个，我的WONDERWALL GIRL也只有一个。

生活每天规律得要死，生意方面进展不大，压力肯定是越来越大的，随之而来的Insecurity越发明显，同时心里的气球也是越吹越大，很长时间了都，又找不到可以发泄的地方。

貌似现在只有最爱的Marlboro LIGHTS每天愿意陪着我……

呵呵...难道我真的这样站在原地等着某人来解救我？No!

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WANT to know the Ten Commandments of Rock? I can't reveal them to you unless you're a rock star. Oh, all right. Here are a few:

• Thou must wear shades at all times (especially indoors).

• Thou must own at least one black leather jacket.

• Thou must have a taste for the finest wines and the hardest drugs.

想知道摇滚的十大戒律吗? 除非你是一个摇滚明星，否则我不能告诉你。这里是其中几条:

*要穿深色衣服 ( 尤其在户内)。

*至少拥有一件黑色皮衣。

*有品位去知道什么是最好的酒和药。

01/09/2006 09:17
Carlos Tevez and Javier Mascherano insist they had no fear in turning down some of Europe's biggest clubs in order to join Alan Pardew's exciting young squad at West Ham United.

The Argentinian pair completed a sensational move to Upton Park from Brazilian club Corinthians on Thursday afternoon, and revealed that - thanks to their friend and former Hammers loan signing Lionel Scaloni - they are fond admirers of the claret and blue.

Striker Tevez, widely regarded as one of the most exciting young players in world football, said: "I first heard about the possibility of joining West Ham United 48 hours ago. I had followed the club quite a bit last season because I am a close friend of Lionel Scaloni. We watched every West Ham game in Argentina because of our friendship and he spoke very highly of the club, its supporters and the manager.

"Yes, it's true, other clubs in the Premier League and around Europe were interested in signing both myself and Javier. But when we met Alan Pardew the choice was simple - he made us both feel really wanted.

"I know there will be a lot of fuss around us because we are two new players from Argentina, but we see ourselves as team players, not individuals. That was another attraction for coming here - Mr Pardew explained that there is a great team spirit at the Club, and we want to be a part of that.

"When you are thousands of miles away from home, team-mates become like family, and it is important to have a good spirit - it shows we are all working together. We both want to learn English, because it is important to integrate with the team and our new colleagues."

Mascherano, who at 22 is the same age as Tevez, was equally excited about the move and admitted that it was also the influence of the Hammers boss that persuaded him to put pen to paper at Upton Park.

"Mr Pardew's enthusiasm rubbed off on both of us," says Javier. "He talked about his vision for us and the club, and we both became very excited. He is organised, with a clear idea of what he expects, and I was very impressed with his approach.

"I am also aware of some of the great players at West Ham. I know of Anton Ferdinand - he is talked about a lot in Argentina as a great player of future, while I also like Nigel Reo-Coker, who is a very dynamic captain and displays the work ethic that is clearly in place at West Ham.

"We also like the sound of English football being quicker, with a lot of pressure. We will both improve as players because of that. And I am excited about playing in the UEFA Cup. In Argentina, European competition matches are watched with great enthusiasm, and it will be a wonderful experience for us."

Tevez has been handed the number 32 shirt at Upton Park, while Mascherano will wear number 16. Both have already shown a keen willingness to settle into life at Upton Park straight away - the first question they asked upon being presented with a West Ham United shirt was: 'Tell us about the Hammers - where does that symbol come from?', while as Chairman Terence Brown revealed, Javier even asked to be given the number six shirt made famous by Bobby Moore!

Both players are currently in London on international duty with Argentina ahead of their friendly match against Brazil at Arsenal's new Emirates Stadium on Sunday, and will report for their first day's training with the Hammers on Tuesday.

Details of their official unveiling as West Ham United players will be announced here on whufc.com as soon as they are confirmed.

 

我要争气，因为有那么多爱我的人。

小朱阿姨，我的干妈，我知道你不会看到我的blog，但是认识一年多来你一直在给我支持和鼓励。你对我真的很好，还让我完成了一个梦想。你知道我是懂得感激的孩子……我们之间是朋友，多说没意思了。

园园姨娘，你对我的事情总是那么的关注很用心，现在为我创造出了那么好的机会！我要争气！

汀，我亲爱的表弟，我想我们之间的友谊是无法衡量的，超出了家人、朋友的范畴，我爱你！

峰峰，我的表哥，你好好在那边混，那里是适合你生活、工作的地方，等移民成功后我过去找你！

最最亲爱的ZZ，你是谁？小妖妖？Garfield猫猫？我不知道该如何说我们，貌似太快了一些……请彼此信任！我爱你！！

 

30/08/1994,《definitely maybe》issued and on sale date!

30/08/2006,《definitely maybe》12th anniversary date!

不知道他正在给谁SMS……